I’ve been sitting in my room all day
(Oh you know)
I’ve been staring at the screen tryna think of something to say
(Just like before)
And I
Don’t know
Where I’m gonna be next year
But I’m hoping that you will be near
Oh I’m sorry if that is not fair
Well fuck it I love you too much

Oh no, I lost my cool again
I was cold, I didn’t wanna make a friend
All things told, I was searching like a fool of a man
For my, home with the stereo playing low
All the time pretending I’m the man that you used to know

And I did not cope
When I was on my own
I had nothing going on

I didn’t feel like myself
And I was wrong
To try and restore my health
In your arms
I did not trust myself anymore, myself anymore
So I sunk to the floor, with my foot in the door
Making you feel my pain
Oh noooooo, oh no, oh why would you sing my name
Oh nooo, I proclaim, I’m sorry that I was that way
Oh nooo oh no, oh I’m sorry that I did not look inside from your eyes (this time??)

Oh and I know it’s too late for me to realize
That I wasted your time
Oh wish that I could have seen all that I had
I did not focus on my life

I’m singing oh I missed the boat
Oh I’m singing oh but I miss you so
Awww yeah you know!